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Monday, March 30, 2009

Art Assignment..

Yup. You heard me right. It's 2.30 in the morning and I'm stressing about an Art Assignment due on Tuesday. I'm so unprepared. I really don't know how to do some parts of it. Grr.. This sucks mann! I'm so lost! Help! :S

On another note, thank God there was nothing serious about the incident earlier. She is currently resting at home. Still.. do remember her in your prayers. Ruth Choy! I want you to seriously get enough rest, food and water! It's essential you know! Don't get me worried about you alright?! I love you.. would come visit later today.

Anyway, I really shouldn't be here right now. Should be busy finishing or at least figuring my Art assignment. Toodles.. :P

Jack

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Sunday!

I actually got to church today. Been attending quite frequently nowadays. Yes, surprise surprise. Pastor's son finally turning back to the light. Anyway, I felt nourished once again by the pastor's sermon. Learnt alot of truths from it. It was totally awesome mann! Glad I'm going again.

Well, I really am under a time constraint right now. Rushing through my Art assignment. Really stumped about what to do for packaging design. Yup. We need to prepare some sort of packaging design for a certain product of choice by recycling old used materials. Hmm.. really need help here!!!

Argh! I'm totally angry at someone right now! Angry because of my concern! Girl.. please get well soon. Silly right? Being malnourished and ending up in the hospital. :S Please pray for Ruth.. I know she's be in my prayers today..

P.S. I found out that spirituality does not come cheap. Nobody poor can actually reach spirituality. As we still live in the world, we still have physical needs. Without wealth, how are we to provide for ourselves? Without money, how can we bless others and thank God for blessings? To achieve spirituality, one must look to God. When that happens, wealth will be added to oneself. Not just monetary wealth but also mental (knowledge and wisdom), emotional (joy and happiness) and much much more!!

But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Matthew 6:33

"The power of prayer moves mountains"

Signing off,
Jack

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Earth Hour

Hey people! It's the 28th of March 2009 and today an awesome event would be going on all around the world simultaneously! Earth Hour 09. Would be really lovely if everyone could contribute to this event by just switching off all the lights and unnecessary appliance in support of saving the earth. Come on people! Earth is dying already. Considering the effects of global warming and pollution. We won't pick up rubbish from the roadsides, not even throwing our garbage into nearby rubbish bins. The least we could do is support this event. :)


Been a boring day. Rushing to do my assignment. I found out something just now.. my assignment isn't due on Tuesday. It's due on Friday! No rush but I really need to finish it up anyway. A whole lot to do! Gasp! I'm still not sure whether I can finish it in time or not.

Missing you loads babe! Sigh.. since you're busy at BB as usual. (It's a Saturday activity that she attends diligently..) I was left here all alone. :S Well, not exactly but still! Kit and gang are over in PD. Shobaan is dead asleep as usual. College mates don't exactly live next door. Lazy to walk anywhere. :( It's alright.. I'll be patient.. patiently waiting here for you.. Teehee.. I love you! :D

Cheers,
Jack

Simple?

Is life really that simple? Hmm.. been doing a little thinking and observation towards life. Well, here's what I have to say. Honestly, I don't really care what others say. Never really did. Whatever I do, if I give my all.. I don't give a rat's arse what others would think about it. Seriously, I don't get why people have to think of things negatively all the time.. I mean, be happy mann! Things are going good so can't you guys be happy for us? Not that I really bother about it. If it bothers anyone, I'll follow through and listen alright? Because I'm considerate. Hmm.. No hard feelings towards anyone whatsoever. Just need an emotional output alright.
Other than that, I really thought I could be a laid back guy that ignores what's been said. I honestly couldn't. I tried my best to do so but it hits me so hard. An uppercut to the chin.. Ouch! It hurt alot! Never the less, life is a learning experience. I learn to love and by loving, to forgive. Life isn't that simple after all huh? It's not just you and I. It involves everyone around us as well..
All in all, it's good. Everything's fine.. Grr.. need to rush on my Arts assignment. It's due next Tuesday and I haven't even done anything. Oh well, would rush for it and hand it a beautiful assignment by then anyway. No worries.

P.S. I love you, I love your family. Caring parents, loving siblings. They rock socks aite?! I'm cool with everything. :D And most of all, you. It's a learning process and we do it together.

Anyway, somebody says I got a lame arse boring blog since it's all words.

A Little Of You and I..
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One Monthiversary! :P
Her Gift to me. One month!

My Gift to Her.. I know I'm cheap. It's the effort that counts kay?! Grr..

Yes! The card pops up! Cool right? Told you I put in effort! :P


"Life became simpler with you by my side.."

Signing off,
Jack


Friday, March 20, 2009

Ups and Downs

Well, where do I start off? Honestly, I've paused at that 1st sentence for over 10 minutes now. Where do I start? Well, I supposed I should start off with the ranting. OMG! I have to hand in my Econs assignment tomorrow and what time is it already? It's already passed midnight. Sadly to say, I cannot access my web portal.. That means I can't even see what my assignment is all about. To add salt to the wound, I can't contact my teammates. One dropped out of uni. The other.. Sigh.. let's just say he's in a nerdy world of his own. :S Oh well, I supposed Jack's got to do what he's got to do. I knew I shouldn't be procrastinating. I knew that burning midnight oil was wrong. But yet! I did it! So all I need to do is rush through it and hope to get sufficient marks to Ace the friggin class.. Unforeseen I should say.. very unforeseen.

On the a lighter note, I would like to say.. I've had an awesome month! One hell of a month I should add. Getting to know her family and friends. Having her getting get to know mine. Lovely.. absolutely lovely. Yes yes, it's already been a month. Happy one month babe! This is specially for you! I love you. Some may think I know not what love is but heck! I've even exchanged vows with this girl! I want this desperately.. and not just with anyone.. with her! Ruth Choy Ji Yi! I'm glad I have you. Someone understanding, loving and a true giver and taker. I'm glad I found you. I mean.. I've already met you sometime ago but I finally got you and have you as my own. That makes me absolutely happy. :D

P.S. Happy birthday Ji Ming! You're a big boy already. Act like one. :P Hahahaha! Yes.. now I mentioned you too! You and Ruth! Together in one post! Woohoo! Must perasan together.. :P

Signing out,
Jack

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Frustrated

This is totally frustrating! Honestly! I don't know why but alot of thoughts have been swimming in my mind recently. Of late.. I can't even get anything done straight. Sigh.. I really don't know if anything is certain anymore kay? It's just.. things seem really different now since the last I remember sitting down thinking about life. It's not all happy things swimming in my mind anymore. Now it's just anger and darkness flowing thru my veins. I'm not saying that things aren't going well in my life. I have a wonderful family, great friends and a loving girl right beside me. The thing is.. I think somehow my perspective in life somewhat changed. Life isn't all that simple anymore. It's filled with complexity and it scares me sometimes. Sigh.. this financial instability is really start to bug me big time.. really need a job or some other way to make more money.. I'm serious!! Grr..

Signing out,
Jack

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Boredom

Yes yet again I'm in college and waiting for the next class to begin. Extremely tired right now. Not because of assignments of course. Even though I still have tons to do. Yeah.. going to be doing last minute work as usual but not to worry. Always saving the best for last. I can only work best under pressure. Of course, the work would be superb as always. Considering the fact that I'm actually quite a perfectionist. :P Anyway, classes are pretty boring as usual.. nothing special to update about. Been seeing her an awful lot these days. Think family is getting a lil ticked off about that. Oh well, I can't really resist it anyway. :P

Grr.. the dumbest thing happened yesterday. I was actually planning to go to bed early last night. Was planning to anyway. But somehow I ended up spending "5 mins" with Shobaan. That 5 mins ended up being 3 over hours. Yes. I got out of my house at midnight. I ended up heading home at about 3 plus? Thank you guys! Sigh..

Oh well, nothing much to update about these days. Too lazy to talk about what's happened over the weekend etc. So I would just stay with this. Nothing.. :P

Bored!!!

Signing off,
Jack