Reliving Every Moment As If It Was The First.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

You and I Both - Jason Mraz

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.

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You know how it's like that one have so many friends and am constantly surrounded by people but still feel lonely? Being lonely in a crowd, at a party with friends or even just having dinner. Sigh.. sucks having to walk on a dusty road thinking someone is following behind you but when you turn around, there isn't anybody there.. Things like this haunt me day and night. Why? Why is it so hard? I've never wanted anyone that badly before. NEVER. Now.. I'm in dilemma. I wanted to move on.. but yet.. something inside still tells me to cling on. FML.

Friday, January 15, 2010

-.-

Crap.. why do I still miss you? Sigh.. after all that's been said and done. Guess this ain't the easiest thing to do huh? After all the partying and going wild, things still seem the same.. where I left it before.. this is.. saddening I'm afraid. Temporal distractions.. epic fail..