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You know how it's like that one have so many friends and am constantly surrounded by people but still feel lonely? Being lonely in a crowd, at a party with friends or even just having dinner. Sigh.. sucks having to walk on a dusty road thinking someone is following behind you but when you turn around, there isn't anybody there.. Things like this haunt me day and night. Why? Why is it so hard? I've never wanted anyone that badly before. NEVER. Now.. I'm in dilemma. I wanted to move on.. but yet.. something inside still tells me to cling on. FML.