Bored..

You know the funniest thing ever? I somewhat messed up my outline presentation for English! OMG! How is that even possible you ask me? Well, I supposed the lecturer was asking too much. I already gave whatever relevant information required based on my topic. But somehow she twisted and turned and I was so lost. I didn't even know what she was trying to ask.
Anyway, class ended already and I'm just chilling in college. For once.. there's not alot of chinese people here. The place seems so much more quiet and serene. :D I'm actually online here right now. cool isn't it? :P
So yes, I'm here waiting a lil while more.. Ruth is coming over for dinner again. Hmm.. Had some issues with my family at 1st but oh well.. it's cool now. Something really weird happened recently. My grandma.. she decided to be some kind of a fashion designer of sorts.. sigh.. she cut my jeans. Now one pair! At the bloody end! There's like this flower design thing. Like petals? Friggin ugly shit mann! Grr.. annoying..
Hmm.. nothing much going on with me. College, friends, family, Ruth. That about it. Oh btw, we're dating.. yup yup. Good for us. Sigh.. finally moved on I supposed. Thanks for the support guys! Anyway, everyone reading this! Be good and take care.. Till the next update.. basically lazy to write any poetic crap so I would just have a chronology of what's going on in my life. That about it. :D Taz..

Signing off,

Jack

The shadow of the night shelters the troubles of the day. I have nothing much to say right now.. it's just that. There's alot to think about. I have nothing I can really say right now about everything.. Sigh.. But yes.. I'm here for you no matter what..

P.S. JIYI!

Jack

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In need of some time.. :S Why is it that certain things are just so difficult? Why can't life be as simple as it used to be.. when we were all younger. As we mature and grow, so does our mentality, emotions and thinking. Somehow not all of it grows equally at a steady rate. This seriously sucks! I want some help! Grr.. *burst into tears* I hate making choices! Want to be a lil kid again..

A relationship is not based on love alone..


+SuicidalAct+

Sudden urge to blog..

Considering it's been awhile since I last blogged.. yet again.. I would say I'm glad I'm not that much of an addict anymore.. to blogging anyway. :P I'm actually writing more these days in my journal when anything comes up. Oh kay now updates! Updates people!

I recently joined True Fitness and sadly, got retrenched as they were undergoing a merging and had to let go of the rookies as they were somewhat cutting cost. Oh well, somehow someway I was given a job at Celebrity Fitness. Yes! Some other dumbass fitness center. Well anyway, I requested for the one in Bangsar so as to allow me to actually go home more often. No more staying in Subang I guess. :D

Life is going pretty smooth I supposed. Nothing else really happening these days. Been going out with friends, spending time with family and chilling with my girlfriend. Life is same-o same-o. Been pretty much into health these days. Healthy as I am (ehem..) I decided that since I'm already working at a fitness center, why not just go for gym? It's for free anyway right? So yes, gym is definitely what I've been doing. Other than that, I've recently picked up basketball and badminton again. Gonna stay more fit and rest more. Hehehehe!

Hmm.. so as to conclude this pretty short post, I would like to say.. None of you people I have lost contact with has been forgotten! Yes! That includes them people I rarely talk to these days or those that I haven't even talked to or hung out with in years.. As for those I tend to chill with, good for you people that I actually would spend time with you.. heehhee.. Going to be pretty busy people.. :P


P.S. I love you guys! You know who you are.. and no! I refuse to be tagged.. All those surveys, you miss me! Hah! I've not been tagged.. :P

"To be an achiever, one must first have both feet planted firmly on the ground"

>+NoOb+<

After God knows how long of inactivity, I'm finally back. Finally found the time to update a little on what's been going on with me. As far as I know, I've been updating.. just not right here. Started writing a journal recently. Saved time since I carry it around and could write my thoughts in it whenever I please. I feel awfully bored today so I decided to come online and blog just for old time's sake. Life is still running as smoothly as it always does. Moved back to my grandma's after so long thanks to the persuasion of my beloved. Without a steady foundation, how am I to build up my life right? Stubbornness and rebellion would not bring me anywhere so I decided to do the mature thing, cling on to my parents while I still have the liberty to do so whilst building up from there.

Started a job in Bangsar Village as a sales assistant. The pay was fair but the job hard. Tiring as it is, breaks were always available. Well, I found myself a proper job recently at a certain hotel in Kuala Lumpur. Wouldn't say much about it till the 1st day of course. Can't keep my hopes up all that high. After all, I still have education to think about. As for my parents, they're happily holiday-ing in Bali. Sent them off myself to LCCT last Sunday morning and they were there ever since. Would be coming back on Saturday. Everything else is just going great. Sister is hard at work and doing great with her boyfriend. Apparently they've lasted for a year plus already.

Well, Ivy is doing superbly of course. Studying hard and juggling parents, education and I. Just really glad to have stumbled on her. :D Anyway, why the hell am I blogging about other people anyway? Maybe because nothing much is really going on with me. So yes.. this really isn't an update of what's been going on with my life.. it's just what's going on with everybody around me.. family that is.. So here I end it.. Signing off..

+>SuicidalAct<+

Stupid black rain cloud with it's freaking silver lining

Well yes let's just say life sucks to the max aite? You think yours really sucks? Well, you haven't really walked in my shoes have you? To start it off I would say that Chinese New Year is really around the corner. Happy CNY people! Glad to have made it to another new year yet again. Sadly for me, it started out pretty crappy. Well, about recent happenings.. let's see..

Only last week, some stupid idiot decided that he wanted to see ice crystals and wondered how it looked like on my car. As I got back to my car, I really didn't notice anything different with it. I slipped in as usual only to notice that the back windshield was smeared. "Probably the bloody fog..", I thought to myself. Considering the fact that it just rained. As I slammed my door shut, a loud clanking sound like a stained glass being broken into a million pieces, so did my back windshield. Shocked, I walked out to examine it. Alas, it was true. A broken back windshield. Perfect isn't it? Well, I got it fixed a few nights later and I thought that would be the last of it.

Two days back, after a lot of exercise in the park (basketball and sorts), I went home and enjoyed my lunch. This led to a bad case of the stomach ache and then to diarrhea. That rocked my world you know that? Ignoring that issue, I headed off to check on my girlfriend considering the fact that I haven't seen for ages. Well, guess what happened? Some idiot decided to break the glass of my side view mirror right before doing a U-turn. Yes, I became a victim of a hit-and-run case. Perfect isn't it? Especially when I just fixed the car the day before. Perfect!! I got a few injuries too! This rocks doesn't it?

You know what? I can't really be bothered with what's happening. There was more than that happening. The stupid chain of events that continued on and on. You know what? Screw you alright? I might be the most unlucky guy in the world but I still feel lucky knowing that I'm healthy enough and I have a loving girlfriend and friends and family that really love me. So yes, just want to tell everyone out there.. think your life sucks and you want to suicide? The story of my life.. walk in my shoes a little bit and see how it's like.. Bad luck all the way. But never the less.. happy as ever.. living life to the fullest.. :D

"Celebrate Life"
+SuicidalAct+

New Year, New Beginning..

It's been ages since I last posted anything on the blog. Seriously, been really really busy with life. Considering the fact that I've moved out of my house and away from my family, internet access have became much harder to come by. Well, life is great. It's a new beginning for me. My birthday just passed as most people know. It's on the 1st day of school in Malaysia aka 3rd of January. Time have been zooming by like a bullet train these days. One moment it's bright and early in the morning. Next thing you know it, it's already nightfall.

Oh well, life's been productive being able to spend it with close friends and loved ones. I get to become more independant now. Doing things for myself. Washing, cleaning, cooking. All that I've done before and more. Very soon I would be getting a job. Yes, Jack is working for now. Bye bye to education for now. Apparently, I really should get some life experience before venturing back into studies. My mind just isn't focus right now and everything I've been doing has now become a giant mess. So, with the new year comes a bright future for me. A do over of sorts and I would make the best out of it.

Only yesterday I was lying down on my bed just thinking. Just thinking about life. Why hasn't there been any change in it. Other than the way of life and what I do, there isn't much change in the course of life. There's no life fulfilling decisions being made. No life changing experiences. Nothing whatsoever. Then I ask myself, "What have I been doing to that goal? Have I done anything fruitful thus far?" I suppose not. So yes, yet again I would say. I would bring a change to my life this coming year and a change for the good. For the betterment of my loved ones, life and ultimately, myself.

Setting the course of life just isn't about picking what we like by feelings or just going with the flow. To be a super achiever, one must 1st have the mindset of success and next, the determination that brings progress to the main purpose - Life changing experiences that would alter history. I've been telling alot of people of my hopes and dreams. My aspirations for the future. What I want to be seen as in the future. Not just another guy that did a little something that can only remembered when memorized in History books. Not just another name that would disappear after a few decades. No! What I stand for is a gigantic change. A wave so massive that it strikes the world where it stands. To make a difference. To change lives. To just.. to just be remembered in our person's hearts as the man that made it possible. The man that made something out of himself when he was close to nothingness.

Of course, I'm not saying that I am nothing right now. I wouldn't say that I don't have anything to rely on. Nobody around to help and guide me. No. I have all of that but that just isn't enough. What really makes a man someone once asked. Is it what he did? How many people he helped? I would say no. What really makes a man then? Well, to me. It's what comes from within that matters. The love and care we give to others. The lives we've touched. The intentions that we put into action and basically just what we think of ourselves. Male at birth but man by choice. That is all I have to say.

Alright, enough of seriousness. Now that it's a new year. I may be a little late but Happy New Year all! Have a great year ahead and make a difference. I know I made mistakes in the past and I would just put it where it belongs - in the past. Now I would turn around and look forward towards the future. That's where destiny is leading me and that's where I would be headed to. Those who live in the past would stay in the past. Those that look to the future are the once that grasp it and does something with it.


P.S. It's a new year and I'm thankful for all that have stayed by my side throughout the past year and still with me running towards the future. Thank you once again and your deeds and thoughts would always be with me. I love you people! Rock on!

"Grabbing Life By The Balls"